Hoping for a better Tomorrow..

Dated: 1 August 2006


This morning, i kinda drag my feet to work, didn't really want to wake up thus slept till 7.15am before preparing for work. I simply dislike the feeling of having uncertaintly before me, not knowing what to happen next. Neverthless, i just have to constantly remind myself that to takes things as it is & react according to situation, taking one step at a time.
Things manage to turn out for the better.. time pass rather fast today, having being assigned by the manager to do some compilation for a particular client. So in a way, though things turn out rather bad, there's still some light of it, having to learn something new. 7 more working days.. hopefully things won't turn out as disaster like yesterday, i could only cross my finger and hope for the better.
I feel rather bad today too..couldn't bring myself to smile and talk normally to my attachment fren. I know for the very fact that it's not her fault & it's rather self-fish of me to do that, but i still can't get over it as in, it's like seeing someone just buying away what u had been saving up to buy & u had been wanting that particular thing for weeks. You was anticipating for weeks as u constantly save everyday and as days pass by, the exctiment grew but when the day came, someone just took it away before your very eyes. Okay, i know i sound very exagerating but the disappointment i felt was similar. I cant' treat her like normal so fast like as if nothing had happen.. Think i need time to cool down... hopefully she would understand. SO mean of me.. gonna apologise to her soonz.. It's hard to be nice & truely survive in this harsh world....
Crossing my hands and praying for a better tomorrow...