Happiness comes when it's not about what you gain, but knowing that the people you care for is Happy.








This phrase came into my thoughts when i went to view his friendster and realised he's overseas and @ his desired course of studies pursuing his dreams..





A smile came naturally when viewing it..


i pray for you to have the happiness for ever & everz..


Not hoping for any misunderstanding by my Dearie neither by the viewers, coz i know it's a concern for a friend more than anything else..





A friend whom i once cherish and still care for the most.. even it mean knowing of his success & life thru a third source.. it just didn't matter as long as i know he's doing greatz..





I wish you success & obtaining the dreams you set for yourself.. cause i know you will achieve..tt's what i know of u.





Gonna meet my Dearie for movie later, planning to watch Forbidden Kingdom:

When i read the plot:

An American teenager obsessed with martial arts makes an exciting discovery in a pawnshop in Chinatown. It appears to be the legendary stick weapon of the Monkey King, the infamous Chinese sage and warrior. He is transported back into time to Ancient China where he meets a band of martial arts warriors and joins them on their journey to save an imprisoned Monkey King (Jet Li).

Sounds chessy arhz? That's what my Dearie said and i can't agree more.. so what makes us wanna watch the show??

It's the actors involved, this is the first movie of the collaboration of two famous Action Actors, Jackie Chan & Jet Li..

Jet Li was my childhood "idol"... seriously love his Huang Fei Hong series of movies.. even when every time during the Public Holidays, channel 8 will screen for the umpteen times of his movie, i will still stayed glued to the tv..

As for Jackie Chan.. all i can say is, he's good in his fighting esp he always make it a point to have no substitutes..

So well.. shall post my comments about the movie in my next entry...

Some pictures to share regarding Happiness.. May it spread with the wind to all my friends:

This is good, focus on the last line... what an opportunity cost : Every 60secs you spend being upset, is a minute of Happiness you never get back.

Thus to say, instead of wasting our time getting upset by the moment,

why not spend it happily for the rest of our lives..

easy to say one might mentioned..

but didn't our life experiences make us stronger

and take a minute to ponder,

tt experience which did not break you

have mould u causing you to gain an additional strength..

looking back, u will Smilez cause you have overcome this hurdle..

It's by experiences that i can say all this..i might still have a long way to go, to come up with a conclusion of pure happiness, neverthless i wish to bring Happiness along side like a best friend..

I am still trying so to those who feel happiness is a far fetched dream, do try along with me to pursue our individual of pure Happiness..

To me.. true Happiness comes when i have God with me..

My world once came crashing down on me..it didn't crush me cause HE held it up and place friends that stood alongside & held it up..

I am always thankful for the friendship, friends like Royston who constant encouragement & prayer have held me up whenever i fell..

and once again to him too, for the encouragements..up till now i still practice what u mentionedz.. "if i feel changes r for the better,go ahead & change.." "That which not break us,mould us" and "u never try, u never know".

To the above mentioned two: "All of us had our bad moments in life, we fell badly and went thru life with perserverance.. and it was all worth it.."

Royston for finding his other half to walk along side with & doing great in his studies & dreams..

to the 2nd: it's all mentioned above..

Thankful for my cousin Sabrina, for her prayers, her help and never gave up on me attitude..

Thankful for friends that makes me smilez.. Shirley, Vivien & Mei Qi,Maggie,Auntie Mary(being the Sotong family).. My frens from Grill: Norin,Amanda & Lihao..

I might not be someone with lots of friends instead of getting upset,i will be contented with what i have..

I came thus far with their helps & thus i Trust HiM that for the next yearsss of my life, HE will still constantly guide me and placing people,new friends, alongside to run this race together..and Dearie i pray you be one of them too..

17 April 2008- Happy 2th Month Anniverdary Dearie!!!



Today is our 2nd month of being together..



Juz wanna let you know that since the moment we met, i never felt more blessed..



Though each of us are busy with own individual commitments.. i treasure every date..



regarding the incident yesterday.. the following song was playing in my mind..



" My heart is filled with so much love

And i need someone i can call my own

To fall in love- that's what everyone dreaming of

I hold this feeling oh so strong

Life is too short to live alone

Without someone to call my own

I will care for you,you will care for me

Our love will live forever





Shower me with your love

Shower me with the love i long for

Shower me with your love

Shower me with the love i been waiting for



I close my eyes and pray all my wishes come true

every night i go to sleep

Until u are mine,i wait for you endlessly

Can't u see,

Fairy tales they do sometimes come true

If you believe, it could happen to you

Like the stars that shine up in the sky

Our love will live forever..



Shower me with your love
Shower me with the love i long for
Shower me with your love
Shower me with the love i been waiting for



Like the stars that shine up in the sky

Our love will live forever

Live forever



Shower me with your love

Shower me with the love i long for

Shower me with your love

Shower me with the love i been waiting for



Shower me with your love
Shower me with the love i been waiting for





May God be the centre of this relationship and May He blessed this relationship cause you are the one that i wish to hold hand in hand till we grow old together...



I remember every details of the conversation we had on 17 Feb'08.. cause that day mark the start of a word called Love...

While waiting to meet zh later for dinner @ 8.30..decide to blog for a while to utilise my time..

When boss left the office, guess he's wondering why i so hardworking today @ 7pm still at office when usually due to my lessons & going home to study, i always leave work ard 6plus much earlier then them.

But basically by 7pm..i had allowed my brain to be in a stand-by mode so when he tried talking about work affairs.. i was like : "Huh"..

Work competence simply had dropped by 70% at that moment.. if he decide to leave @ 8pm, he wld be practically talking to a walking zombie..

Met up with zh on Monday and went to his house to meet his mum for the 1st time..

Wanted to buy pure bird nest simply to impress but due to tight budget only settled down for a small box of display choclates..

Was really nervous and shy when i reach his home and offered my help to help her serve out the dish and wash it afterwards but was told i need not to..

Didn't really chatted much as apparently i felt so totally awkwardz..

The next day asked for his mum's conclusion abt me:

"Look fierce & ...."

Hmm.. fierce.. maybe due to my blue contacts and dark eye liner and my uptightness..

Seems i didn't score point...

So now planning and thinking of ways to win her favour.. any Suggestions??

Have noted down frm zh while thinking of what to purchase on Mon abt his Mum's liking:

1. Hazelnut choclates (shall learn to make it or buy some pretigious delicious kind the next meeting)

2. Chiffon cakes..(did not take note of which flavour though.. just downloaded some recipe)

3. Ice-Cream (wasn't given the details)

4. She don't take those pre mixed bird nest with rock sugar..

Notes taken.. next visit i shall be the most friendly i can be.. being natural and not fake, hoping to win her favour by sincerity..

All done simply because i don't wish to add on to her worries abt worrying for her son whom his gf she does not know well/have not a good impression..

*Jia You!*

Love is not abt self-centredness.. definently not abt what i can receive but it's all what i can be and give to the person i love.. Love is giving..

"You can give without loving but u can't love without giving"

Met up with Sweetie on Sun evening to celebrate her birthday..

Welcome into the 20s age sweetie!! though i know you are gonna say u can never catch up with me..

Went to her favourite Chong Qing steamboat..her all time favourite and the best way to make her gain fats.. kekez.. tt's what i told her..

Afterwards we went off to the Merlion park for her to unwrap her present..took pictures..hope to upload them after vivien send it.

One of the passer-by whom help us took picture ask which country we were from..

i wanted to say i am "ABC- American Born Chinese" and wait for her expression..

Phew.. half an hour more to go and my brain is basically hurting due to the non-stop staring of the computer screen since 10am..

Tmr got to get back to discipline to waking up early to study and all abt studying till 1st week of June.. this sun noon have to go for tutorial.. really missed talking to my cousin and members..

To E375 members if u happen to drop by: " I miss you gals... really miss talking to you all"

Gonna log off before i start typing non- understandable sentences..

Summary of the week:

Met up with zh on Wed to celebrate his birhtday in advance due to having lessons on his actual B'day.

Gave him 2 choices to dine at, one was at Sembawang at a Yatch Club restaurant with sea view & another at Tanjong Pagar an italian restaurant..

And he chooses the latter... Name of Restaurant: Pasta Brava..

First Impression: Nice Ambience.. it's a family own business, the Boss himself and his son serves the customers themselves along with proper trained waiters..

Was really impressed with the decrorations and the majority of their customers are mostly foreigners..

Overall, the food was greatz making us leave the place with great satisfaction and a hole in the pocket.. as the total bill adds up to 3 digits..

Neverthless it's all worth it as it's once a year..couldn't afford to treat him though..

Pictures of Food: (to be uploaded another time)


We then proceed to his house area to accompany him till 12am and afterwhich i took a cab home..

From the day we met till your birthday..it's a total of 53 days and still counting..

No photos of him as according to him, he's public shy..don't want people to know how he looks like..like real.. so could only store all the pictures we took in my hp..

Watched the 3 Kingdoms..initially i was all critical abt watching chinese movie in cinema but neverthless this shows wasn't a thumb down.. overall, still watchable.. enjoyed the battle scene and the main Lead, Zhao Zhilong.. one of the five general in the dynasty.. based on the chinese novel.

No BGR love in this movie but a lot of emphasis of the love for their nation, a different sense of touching scenes seeing how the generals are willing to lay down their life for the battlefield with a aim to fight for the victory for their clan.

Battlefields are cruel..seeing how lives can be killed by ten thousands in a minute...

Next movie that i plan to watch is the Bucket List.. though chances r high tt i might miss it due to his busyness and my time schedule filled up with work and studies..

Exams coming soonz... though it's 2 months away.. due to work commitment and won't be able to take a long study break.. really got to grab every minute after work to study and study.. can't proscratinate any longer.

Proscratination is a high cost to pay.. given that insufficient time for studying gives me no choice but to quit my sign languages..

gonna rejoin it next June and to have a better time management.

Wish:

~ negatism have to go in order to truly cherish what i am given...


5 April..it's been another yr since we last met..