Back on my feet once againz..

Today my emotions were on a rollercoaster..one minute feeling damn emo again, the next min i feel much better & then it repeats again & again..

For a moment i thought i'm going crazy..

On the way home, i could feel a sense of relief.. i have finally let go.. yep, this time i am very sure of my feelings & decision.

It's part & parcel of life, to embrace new friendships, new jobs and etcs and letting go of the past..

Moving on with life doesn't mean erasing the memories, once in a while, when think back, will laugh at my own sillyness & smile at the happy moments.

Memories would no longer be painful but something worth reminscing..

Every individual life is like a book, different chapter relates of our experiences from the time we can think till we are old.

If we were to record every people we meet, u will fill up 1 chapter of this book.

The word "buddy" will only appear in that chapter & never repeated again.

Some people in this life may accompany 1 frm 1st chapter till the last, whereas some will become past tense.

Anyway, don't wish to sound so depressed again in this entry..

Saw Spiderman 3 preview on Channel 5, the plot is captivating! oh my, this is definently cannot miss out movie of the year man!

Hope someone would jio me watch.. i shall wait..

Juz now was scared stiff by my contact lense.. as i went to put on a free trial brand Fo*** it's comfy when i first put it this morning & it stick easily on my eyes in compare to my A*u***, but as it's so thin, i really have a very hard time taking it out, basically it was sticking so well to my eyes balls that i can't feel a single thing, i was totally freak out.

After literally using my fingers to literally pulling it out, eyes were basically all red..i told myself i am never ever gonna wear that brand ever again.

It's recommended for those with big eyes & for those who belong to my category, avoid it man.

Trying to Psycho myself to wake up early tomorrow morning to study.

Right now my current vision is only focusing on my career & studies as for emotions of the heart, it will be postphoned for quite a while.

Embracing freedom..