Was reading my friends blog and realised i really got no Freaking Life! -_ -







Every week days on Mon,wed & fri would be working till 9 plus till 10pm.. and tues & thurs wld be going for lessons after work.







Weekends will be studying or surfing net & watch tv..







i have such a boring life manz.. somebody kill me.. O - O







March is finally over soonz... phew.. the whole of March seems like never-ending, stressful & physically challenging.







Crossing my fingers & hoping for better days aheadz.







Thank God for the unexplainable joy & endless peace no matter how bad & tiring the days may get..




Things are improving at work, whereby i believe i have much confidence to meet my workload schedules

deadline & gained a new friendship with one of the colleagues at work..having a friend around is always better.

Exams fees is due on the 15th of April & due to the fact that it's amount to quite a figure, this month for me is

basically scrimp & save..and this equals to no shopping, which is such a strong temptation.

Everyday different thoughts would run through my mind and always wanted to blog it down but by the time i

reach home after work, i simply be too tired to switch on the computer.

Was just walking towards to office when i spotted my colleague walking in front..another account assistant..
Though i do not know her well, but she does come to me as someone who enjoys having a simple life, doing her job well and prefer the way the way things are now. I can kinda discern by the duration of work life and don't wish to further her studies.

And here i am, struggling between work and studies, only to tire myself mentally,physically & finacially.. however, i don't regret this decision.

Cause ultimately, both of us have different lives and different purpose to strive for.

She's just of the people that makes let such thought run through my mind.

Though at times, i really wonder why i can't settle for a much simpler life and have a simplier kind of life.

Guess it's due to the circumstances that happened that makes me want more & not satisfied the way things are right now.

For one, other then God, the other reason that keeps me going in life is my Goal- the vision to be someone who has a successful career.

I can survive without a relationship, but u take away my job and my studies, i would feel life has no meaning for me.

Which is why though everyone around me are attached & i am not..i felt i have put in my best to invest in myself to look better, though i am not a beauty at least i am confident to say i look average.

Currently, as at this moment, i won't be looking around or praying God will send the right guy.

Due to focusing my attention on my work & studies and....

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