Monday, October 16, 2006

Every Monday morning, i would be like a walking zombie dragging my feet to work.. today, it was super badz..apparently, even when work starts, my zombie state just didn't go away. Brain was in Hybernation & kept falling asleep... thus every now and then i keep going to the toilet to shut my eyes for a while...tried all sorts of ways...keep popping sweets, spray energy water, eat snacks, shut eyes for a minute, walk around... all just doesn't help, the minute i stare at my computer...i would be back into my zombie state..so the whole morning, my efficiency was dropped to the minimum.. by the time, i manage to find the mood to work.. it was lunch time, thus i went to TTSH to buy some bread, have a fast one and went back to work..

Reach home at 9pm plus...though had a wasted morning.. at least it was covered up in the noon & during end of work, my manager asked me to rush some urgent stuff & i stayed...

Haiz.. just went to stare at myself at the mirror..haiz.. when i tried to smile to look at my braces.. i just couldn't tolerate the sight of my ugly smile... on the left and right side of my two front teeth got two super wide gap.. sianz.. if sam were to put me work this fri & sat.. i would be so conscious of smiling at the customers... i know that this is the process of braces.. but i can't imagine... what if the next appointment, my teeth shift in such a way that my two fronth teeth, one move left, the other move right...
Oh my gosh.. think i would die & be so super conscious that i would smile with my hands covered & refuse to laugh too muchz...

*crosses finger & hope it won't come to pass*




Sometimes obtaining a goal ain't difficult, it's just the process that makes it almost impossible to reach the end..Neverthless, it's during such times that one character get moulded up & appreciating Life.

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