feel so oppressed..

I WANT TO TALK & TALK & TALK &TALK & TALK & TALK & TALK & TALK & TALK & TALK & TALK!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHZ..

i'm going crazy by saying less then a hundred words per day.. Survey have shown that woman speak 10,000 - 20,000 words per day & now i have to suppressed by 9,900 words.

How i wish i can be working part time at grill every weekend, at least i can use all that up to talk to my colleagues or even to customers..

But now everyday i face is my computer.. can't click with office colleagues.. open my mouth but words can't flow freely in front of them...

sobz..

Only my poly friends.. certain friends from church,the gal i befriended in my attachment company, my sotong family members.. & colleagues at grill can understand that i am quite a talkative person in actual fact.

all i can blame is myself.. sometimes i just don't understand myself totally.. don't understand why i just can't talk to everyone & anyone & talk non-stop...


Life is getting Boring.B-O-R-I-N-G...

why do i have limited friends...

If these goes on...think i would go crazy..

*cross finger*