True happiness

finally manage to settle my blog skin.. changed a new blog skin which was really good but in the end, there was some error & my posts couldn't be seen.. after editing again & again.. the problem still remains and thus left with no choice i went to blog skin.com to search for a new & nicer skin..being quite a perfectionist.. i finally settled for this current skin.

Went to register for my Basic theory test as a private candidate on tues, due to test schedule being fully booked.. have to wait till next year Jan to take.. meanwhile.. my book can be left aside to collect dust..

Being a woman is real tough esp one that is married, have kids & working..Over heard my colleagues conversation in the toilet today..

Colleague A: I'm fat..glad that my husband didn't mind abt it..

Colleague B: Aiyoh.. he have no right to mind lor.. U go home still have to take care of your kids... cook for them.. do housework and on top of it still working..where got time to take care of figure.

-End of Conversation-they left the toilet..

Hmm.. no wonder marriage can be such a headache.. such a torture... Marriage is never a fairly tale story, whereby the prince & princess live happily ever after..

To a woman, marrying the man she love, includes commitment to be with her husband till death & to keep the sparks going..giving birth to continue the family line..taking care of her husband & kids.. do housework..cook and work.. phew..all that is enough to shorten a person life span..


I am quite critical & tend to think differently from the crowd..think it's gonna be hard for me to get married in the future..It's better to date & unmarried.. meanwhile my current focus is still achieving my goals & being successful in years to come..

My definantion of true happiness is finding the guy that loves me.. and vice versus and both of us work hard together in our each individual career.. giving one another a pat on the back & supporting one another morally.

Hope heaven would hear my prayers & answer it soonz..