sometimes i feel tired in standing strong. It's hard to smile everyday..
In this world, who can i trust?
Are friendship make so to manipulate each other in times of need.
This is a fast pace country, everyone has their own activities to handle, who can just stop for a moment and truely care for another?
I want someone who truely and sincerely cares for me..but i see none.
Everyone is just too busy and neither can i do that.
Can i stop being a listener just for a day, and have someone to listen to me instead hearing it sincerely?
My blurness is messing up work.
My personality causes me lots of problems.
is it me or is it the situations that is making me feel the way i am right now.
I am not feeling depressed but that's the cruel fact of life that is happening around me.
I be alright after a while, i just need a place to vent my frustrations..
Friday, January 12, 2007
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Took the following quizs
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A new Blogskin..
Went out with my fellow ex cg members frm E305 yesterday...whlie walking to Orchard TCC to meet them, it occur to me that it has been 1 yr plus since i last met up with most of them.
Emotions are a mystery,when tt person matters to u, not meeting up for half a year is a torture,everyday seems to pass like a year..it differs from a friend whom u haven catch up for a year...it seems tt time has pass so fast..and yr friend hasn't change drastically..it seems like yesterday tt u all last met up.
Initially, just sat there quietly and watch them chatted & crap.. they were so lame.. esp Jian rong, hasn't change much..only his hair was much shorter due to army..he's just as good as suaning people and making them speechless. Back then, i always like to find trouble..keep saying him, and i won't give up talking back even when i was at the losing end..
Everyone elses seems to be the same...the only change is that Jingwei has a gf..so interesting..she's quite pretty too.
Plus her, we were the 2 ladies around in the midst of 8 other guys..Imelda couldn't be there as she have a headache and have to go home.. missed the opportunity to catch up with her againz.
Played a game..in which a person would start a topic and everyone have to say a word that link to the topic..and the rule of the game is that the word cannot start with the letters, P,M,S,C. It's really hard as most of the words that we have the back of our mind contain all these alphabets. I am quite bad at that, mind would be blank or i would be struggling not to make a mistake.. Wenkai, Benedict & Alex were the funny ones, they keep getting tricked and the whole cafe was filled with our laughters.
Wenkai then suggested to watch a movie but sadly as the movies that were being screened were either not nice or some of them have already watched it..thus we decide to walk to Park lane to play Pool..i sat there and watched them play..being the only female left.. it has been a century since i last touch pool and thus decide not to throw by own face by playing with them as they are quite a good player.
After which we decided to walk back to PS Mac to have our supper.. we chatted till 3 plus am and took N7 home.
It was really fun..i enjoyed hanging out with guys..it's a different feeling from gossiping, & shopping with my same species. Back then, in E305 i was closer to the guys then the gals... enjoyed crapping, being lame and laugh with them.
Wenkai deserve a big thanks for organising such a fun outing...everyone seems to enjoy themselves..we decide to have another outing soonz..
This Coming Monday, i would be converted to a full time Account Assistant. On thursday, while walking pass the manager room,she called me in and told me that there's a vancany as one of them is quitting this coming feb..though happy that i could be a full time but kinda feel sad there's she's leaving after working for 5 years. Hope i can pick up what she's teaching me to take over her task fast.
Went for my first lesson for ACCA on thursday too.
It's all about being busy once againz..
Gonna enjoy and slack at home meanwhile right now.
Emotions are a mystery,when tt person matters to u, not meeting up for half a year is a torture,everyday seems to pass like a year..it differs from a friend whom u haven catch up for a year...it seems tt time has pass so fast..and yr friend hasn't change drastically..it seems like yesterday tt u all last met up.
Initially, just sat there quietly and watch them chatted & crap.. they were so lame.. esp Jian rong, hasn't change much..only his hair was much shorter due to army..he's just as good as suaning people and making them speechless. Back then, i always like to find trouble..keep saying him, and i won't give up talking back even when i was at the losing end..
Everyone elses seems to be the same...the only change is that Jingwei has a gf..so interesting..she's quite pretty too.
Plus her, we were the 2 ladies around in the midst of 8 other guys..Imelda couldn't be there as she have a headache and have to go home.. missed the opportunity to catch up with her againz.
Played a game..in which a person would start a topic and everyone have to say a word that link to the topic..and the rule of the game is that the word cannot start with the letters, P,M,S,C. It's really hard as most of the words that we have the back of our mind contain all these alphabets. I am quite bad at that, mind would be blank or i would be struggling not to make a mistake.. Wenkai, Benedict & Alex were the funny ones, they keep getting tricked and the whole cafe was filled with our laughters.
Wenkai then suggested to watch a movie but sadly as the movies that were being screened were either not nice or some of them have already watched it..thus we decide to walk to Park lane to play Pool..i sat there and watched them play..being the only female left.. it has been a century since i last touch pool and thus decide not to throw by own face by playing with them as they are quite a good player.
After which we decided to walk back to PS Mac to have our supper.. we chatted till 3 plus am and took N7 home.
It was really fun..i enjoyed hanging out with guys..it's a different feeling from gossiping, & shopping with my same species. Back then, in E305 i was closer to the guys then the gals... enjoyed crapping, being lame and laugh with them.
Wenkai deserve a big thanks for organising such a fun outing...everyone seems to enjoy themselves..we decide to have another outing soonz..
This Coming Monday, i would be converted to a full time Account Assistant. On thursday, while walking pass the manager room,she called me in and told me that there's a vancany as one of them is quitting this coming feb..though happy that i could be a full time but kinda feel sad there's she's leaving after working for 5 years. Hope i can pick up what she's teaching me to take over her task fast.
Went for my first lesson for ACCA on thursday too.
It's all about being busy once againz..
Gonna enjoy and slack at home meanwhile right now.
Monday, January 01, 2007
A New Year, a New Beginning
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS!
Another Year has passed, looking back, 2006 was a tough year. Went through heartaches, losing a close friendship, going through tough times during attachment & stuggles & decision to go back church.
In Jan, the voice of death was so visual on that certain day while i was revising for my exams, back then not only was i stress by my studies but family problems & not having anything suceessful in my life. I seems to be a failure in life, everything seems to be working wrong, i still remember i sat there feeling very lost, what ran through my mind was ways to end my life.
I just had to do something and thus i contacted my close friends and out of them all, my good friend aka my bro Royston was there..he listened patiently on the phone and we met up.. at the end of the day, i sorted out my thoughts and i was back to myself.
It was scary..i would not be here typing if i had heeded the voice of death back then.
In Feb, after my exams..i went back to Grill to work, and only then have i managed to finally let go of my feelings for a colleague at there,J. On that very night, did i learnt that he's attached but i wasn't upset at all, this convinced me totally that i am back to my feet. Had been like a fool for the past 6 mths secrectly having deep feelings for him & cried & stuggled to forget him many a times within that 6 months. I'm glad, though it was tough, i had become wiser in terms of relationships.. i would not act like a fool having a one sided love for anyone ever again. I begin to love myself even more.
In March, my friendship with the buddy i know at work since last Oct grew closer..though i had decided to shut down myself from emotional wounds temporary...but as humans are born with emotions.. before i could stop myself, i had developed feelings for him..he's just too nice.
Bad Mistake.. till now, i still regret liking him..if i didn't..would i have lost the friendship still?
In April, buddy went to army..didn't manage to send him off & missed his first day book in call.
In Mid April, i realised our friendship had changed drastically..he seems to change 180 degree over night. I couldn't accept the truth, i couldn't exchange the change....
During that first 2 weeks..i was very very sad...cried & sob non-stop.. never in mind i have ever thought i would lose this buddyship-someone i trusted & care, a person who shared similar ideas..
Up till now, i rather chose to deceive myself that one day we can go back to the past, as close as we were..just good friends, just good buddy is all that i ask for.
From April till Sep, i didn't have a good time in attachment in the audit Company.
Not only was in super bad luck, no matter how much effort i put in, my other attachment friends were much luckier..they often went to client place..not having favour of men, was often make to stay in office, doing admin stuff. Having to constanly ask around each person for tasks to do..even it means throwing rubbish & shredding paper.
Was under a mean senior auditor for a whole month,she make me work till 9pm without being able to claim OT,nothing that i do is correct,she fusses over a little mistake i make and would make me stayed till 8 plus.. till i clear it up...it was obvious to her that i simply detest the sight of her. Apparently, in attachment, my social skills, EQ dropped to a percentage of 10% and below.
Would often luch with auditors having no conversation exchanged. I will always remember the day, during the 2nd last wk of attachment, i wanted so much to go to client place and when i learnt that i wld be going to one the following week with another of the attachment friend,i was looking so forward to it, i wanted to learn as much before attachment ends but on the morning of the actual which i was anticipating, i was told only one of us could go,and it was my friend. I being the one who had stayed in office for 2 weeks & she having out in client place for the prev 2 weeks could go. I could have accepted it calmly if i was much less cleverer then my friend and if i had learnt lesser stuff then her..but it wasn't. I just didn't have the favour of men..it wasn't in my luck. I applied to have half day off on that day..cried badly on the way out, feeling dejected..i sorted out my thoughts while standing alone in front of Esplanade..i can't be defeated so easily.. i can't!
Even at the end of attachment, i wanted to so much stayed in the company despite what i went through, as i told myself i can learn a lot in audit line but there was simply no vancancy.
That period really mould me up..i had been through the so called worst moment, if i can go through it without quitting..so no matter how bad things can turn out in the near future, i can over come it.
In Sep, faces another defeat. I was told that i would end my waitress job a day earlier.. my last day was supposedly to be on a sun but on the friday night due to being too chatty & kinda having fun instead of working..it was no fatal mistakes but as due to certain reasons i was told to go..though it seems it was just ending my work two days before but to me, it was equivalent to being sacked. The place i love working the most had to turn out in such a way..
Got an account assistant job in End of Sep, though it was just a temporary job.. but it's a new learning experience..and i went back to church.. Towards the end of the year, things begin to change for the better..
Thank God for that.
After watching the firework last night, i stood near the window, facing the the road..i wished and hope that 2007 would be a much better year.
My Resolutions for this Year:
a) To secure a full time job in my current Company.
b) Alternatively, find a full time account assistant line in a known Company.
c) Pass with good grades for my level 2.1 and 2.2 June ACCA papers.
d)Pass with good grades for my level 2.3 & 2.4 Dec ACCA papers.
e)Go on a holiday with my friends this Coming Dec and to spend Christmas there.
f)To enroll into CC into Aerobics & having 1 lesson per week.
g) To do able to do volunteer work twice a month.
h) Be less Slack & more Discliplined.
i)Not To constanlty proscartinate.
j)to spend time with friends.
k)to let go of my feelings.
May 2007 turn for the Better and i Thank God for the greater days aheadz..
Another Year has passed, looking back, 2006 was a tough year. Went through heartaches, losing a close friendship, going through tough times during attachment & stuggles & decision to go back church.
In Jan, the voice of death was so visual on that certain day while i was revising for my exams, back then not only was i stress by my studies but family problems & not having anything suceessful in my life. I seems to be a failure in life, everything seems to be working wrong, i still remember i sat there feeling very lost, what ran through my mind was ways to end my life.
I just had to do something and thus i contacted my close friends and out of them all, my good friend aka my bro Royston was there..he listened patiently on the phone and we met up.. at the end of the day, i sorted out my thoughts and i was back to myself.
It was scary..i would not be here typing if i had heeded the voice of death back then.
In Feb, after my exams..i went back to Grill to work, and only then have i managed to finally let go of my feelings for a colleague at there,J. On that very night, did i learnt that he's attached but i wasn't upset at all, this convinced me totally that i am back to my feet. Had been like a fool for the past 6 mths secrectly having deep feelings for him & cried & stuggled to forget him many a times within that 6 months. I'm glad, though it was tough, i had become wiser in terms of relationships.. i would not act like a fool having a one sided love for anyone ever again. I begin to love myself even more.
In March, my friendship with the buddy i know at work since last Oct grew closer..though i had decided to shut down myself from emotional wounds temporary...but as humans are born with emotions.. before i could stop myself, i had developed feelings for him..he's just too nice.
Bad Mistake.. till now, i still regret liking him..if i didn't..would i have lost the friendship still?
In April, buddy went to army..didn't manage to send him off & missed his first day book in call.
In Mid April, i realised our friendship had changed drastically..he seems to change 180 degree over night. I couldn't accept the truth, i couldn't exchange the change....
During that first 2 weeks..i was very very sad...cried & sob non-stop.. never in mind i have ever thought i would lose this buddyship-someone i trusted & care, a person who shared similar ideas..
Up till now, i rather chose to deceive myself that one day we can go back to the past, as close as we were..just good friends, just good buddy is all that i ask for.
From April till Sep, i didn't have a good time in attachment in the audit Company.
Not only was in super bad luck, no matter how much effort i put in, my other attachment friends were much luckier..they often went to client place..not having favour of men, was often make to stay in office, doing admin stuff. Having to constanly ask around each person for tasks to do..even it means throwing rubbish & shredding paper.
Was under a mean senior auditor for a whole month,she make me work till 9pm without being able to claim OT,nothing that i do is correct,she fusses over a little mistake i make and would make me stayed till 8 plus.. till i clear it up...it was obvious to her that i simply detest the sight of her. Apparently, in attachment, my social skills, EQ dropped to a percentage of 10% and below.
Would often luch with auditors having no conversation exchanged. I will always remember the day, during the 2nd last wk of attachment, i wanted so much to go to client place and when i learnt that i wld be going to one the following week with another of the attachment friend,i was looking so forward to it, i wanted to learn as much before attachment ends but on the morning of the actual which i was anticipating, i was told only one of us could go,and it was my friend. I being the one who had stayed in office for 2 weeks & she having out in client place for the prev 2 weeks could go. I could have accepted it calmly if i was much less cleverer then my friend and if i had learnt lesser stuff then her..but it wasn't. I just didn't have the favour of men..it wasn't in my luck. I applied to have half day off on that day..cried badly on the way out, feeling dejected..i sorted out my thoughts while standing alone in front of Esplanade..i can't be defeated so easily.. i can't!
Even at the end of attachment, i wanted to so much stayed in the company despite what i went through, as i told myself i can learn a lot in audit line but there was simply no vancancy.
That period really mould me up..i had been through the so called worst moment, if i can go through it without quitting..so no matter how bad things can turn out in the near future, i can over come it.
In Sep, faces another defeat. I was told that i would end my waitress job a day earlier.. my last day was supposedly to be on a sun but on the friday night due to being too chatty & kinda having fun instead of working..it was no fatal mistakes but as due to certain reasons i was told to go..though it seems it was just ending my work two days before but to me, it was equivalent to being sacked. The place i love working the most had to turn out in such a way..
Got an account assistant job in End of Sep, though it was just a temporary job.. but it's a new learning experience..and i went back to church.. Towards the end of the year, things begin to change for the better..
Thank God for that.
After watching the firework last night, i stood near the window, facing the the road..i wished and hope that 2007 would be a much better year.
My Resolutions for this Year:
a) To secure a full time job in my current Company.
b) Alternatively, find a full time account assistant line in a known Company.
c) Pass with good grades for my level 2.1 and 2.2 June ACCA papers.
d)Pass with good grades for my level 2.3 & 2.4 Dec ACCA papers.
e)Go on a holiday with my friends this Coming Dec and to spend Christmas there.
f)To enroll into CC into Aerobics & having 1 lesson per week.
g) To do able to do volunteer work twice a month.
h) Be less Slack & more Discliplined.
i)Not To constanlty proscartinate.
j)to spend time with friends.
k)to let go of my feelings.
May 2007 turn for the Better and i Thank God for the greater days aheadz..
Saturday, December 30, 2006
2nd Favourite Movie so far..
I'm so crazy over this movie right now..just went with my cousin & her bf to watch it at TM.
Couldn't find any of my friends who were interested or free to watch it with me thus become thick skin and decide to join them.
We missed out twice in watching the movie due to circumstances and kinda make up my mind, if i missed out the chance to watch with them.. i will then watch it myself!
It's a damn nice movie..it originated from Manga to Anime then the Movie.. though i would say i prefer the anime more then the movie. The anime is more detailed. Simply pei fu the person who wrote the story line for this Manga..
Simply love the plot & the way the characters acted..especially the actor who acted "L", though he look kind of girlish in the movie.. but the way he acted out this role is convincing. Declared to my cousin,he's so gonna be my new 'idol'!hiakz.. he's so cute..he's the one who created the humourous scene in this Death Note 2.
Gonna find out his real name.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Happy day!
Went to my colleague house as a group after work today..
We went there as we wanted to see her wedding pictures..and one of them suggested to cook dinner for us..
Reach there at 7pm, went to tour around her house...very nice..she has a built in wardrobe..but apparently her husband clothes were more then hers.. and i wasn't the only one who commented about it..
While the rest was busy cooking..i was flipping through her wedding album.
We had fried been hoon,fried chicken wings,pork chop and salad for dinner.. the chicken wings cooked by her husband and the pork chop cooked by another colleagues was really delicious!
As we were eating, she showed us an animated love story of her husband and her.. a video shown on her wedding dinner. It was about how they met..become friends then couple and how he proposed to her..it was funny and really sweet.
After dinner.. we chatted,watched her wedding day video and ate choclate fonde with fruits and etc and after filling ourself with a full stomach we left..
Today is really an enjoyable day...really didn't expect that i can get along well with the colleagues or even hang out after work..and as days goes by..realised most of them are nice, friendly and humourous..especially the accountants in my department.
While on the cab with 2 of them..i was mentioning that by March in which would be my last day of work..i won't be willing to leave..
Praying and crossing my fingers..i really hope to work there permanently. With such nice manager & colleagues..i really don't want to go anywhere else.
We went there as we wanted to see her wedding pictures..and one of them suggested to cook dinner for us..
Reach there at 7pm, went to tour around her house...very nice..she has a built in wardrobe..but apparently her husband clothes were more then hers.. and i wasn't the only one who commented about it..
While the rest was busy cooking..i was flipping through her wedding album.
We had fried been hoon,fried chicken wings,pork chop and salad for dinner.. the chicken wings cooked by her husband and the pork chop cooked by another colleagues was really delicious!
As we were eating, she showed us an animated love story of her husband and her.. a video shown on her wedding dinner. It was about how they met..become friends then couple and how he proposed to her..it was funny and really sweet.
After dinner.. we chatted,watched her wedding day video and ate choclate fonde with fruits and etc and after filling ourself with a full stomach we left..
Today is really an enjoyable day...really didn't expect that i can get along well with the colleagues or even hang out after work..and as days goes by..realised most of them are nice, friendly and humourous..especially the accountants in my department.
While on the cab with 2 of them..i was mentioning that by March in which would be my last day of work..i won't be willing to leave..
Praying and crossing my fingers..i really hope to work there permanently. With such nice manager & colleagues..i really don't want to go anywhere else.
Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Simply love Christmas..it's a day of joy and fun.. have really enjoyed myself to the core from saturday onwards..
Met up with my sotong family members on saturday afternoon.
Went to our sotong president,auntie Mary house for steamboat. On the way there, i was very blur..suppose to change train at Jurong East.. but it just didn't occurred to me that i was suppose to get down and thus travelled all the way to Boon lay only to realise that i make a mistake.. so totally blur of me..sigh...symptoms of big blurness..
One of the funny moments was that when i reach Chua Chu Kang and suppose to take LRT to her house.. i called auntie mary,as i wasn't sure which direction to take..she then instructed me details by details. while on the phone with her.. the conversation goes like this:
Sotong President: You see the train le ma?
Me aka Lao da: Yup, i see the train..think this should be the correct direction i hope..
Sotong President: You board the train le ma?
Me: Haven..waiting for the passengers to alight..
Sotong President: Board the train..
Me: orh..i'm walking into the cabin le..
Sotong President: okay.. i will wait for you at the station.
- End of conversation-
Lao San Meiqi and maggie were at Auntie mary house and heard our conversation and were happily laughing over it. Yeah, come to think of it..it sounds so funny.
Reach her house at 12pm plus when we were suppose to reach at 1130.. as auntie mary have to leave her house by 2pm for work.
When i met her, i realised i wasn't the most late..sweetie was..hehe..but can't blame her..she only reach home early in the morning..
and suprisingly, our Lao er, vivien..the perpetual late comer in the family was earlier then lao shi,shirley and me.
We joked to her that we will buy 4-D on the time and date of the day..
Cause she's unusually earlier..
Simply love Christmas..it's a day of joy and fun.. have really enjoyed myself to the core from saturday onwards..
Met up with my sotong family members on saturday afternoon.
Went to our sotong president,auntie Mary house for steamboat. On the way there, i was very blur..suppose to change train at Jurong East.. but it just didn't occurred to me that i was suppose to get down and thus travelled all the way to Boon lay only to realise that i make a mistake.. so totally blur of me..sigh...symptoms of big blurness..
One of the funny moments was that when i reach Chua Chu Kang and suppose to take LRT to her house.. i called auntie mary,as i wasn't sure which direction to take..she then instructed me details by details. while on the phone with her.. the conversation goes like this:
Sotong President: You see the train le ma?
Me aka Lao da: Yup, i see the train..think this should be the correct direction i hope..
Sotong President: You board the train le ma?
Me: Haven..waiting for the passengers to alight..
Sotong President: Board the train..
Me: orh..i'm walking into the cabin le..
Sotong President: okay.. i will wait for you at the station.
- End of conversation-
Lao San Meiqi and maggie were at Auntie mary house and heard our conversation and were happily laughing over it. Yeah, come to think of it..it sounds so funny.
Reach her house at 12pm plus when we were suppose to reach at 1130.. as auntie mary have to leave her house by 2pm for work.
When i met her, i realised i wasn't the most late..sweetie was..hehe..but can't blame her..she only reach home early in the morning..
and suprisingly, our Lao er, vivien..the perpetual late comer in the family was earlier then lao shi,shirley and me.
We joked to her that we will buy 4-D on the time and date of the day..
Cause she's unusually earlier..
We were basically talking and eating at the same time..we were happily laughing all the time till auntie Mary was basically filled with our voice. 3 women makes a market..6 women = 2 markets.. we were wondering if her her family members find us too noisy.
After filling our stomach with the steamfood, we were fed with ice-cream and fruits.. Sotongs really love eating..
As Auntie Mary have to rush off to work, we quickly finished all of the eating stuff and went to the living room for our gift exchange..
We draw name lots for the exchange...
I draw my name and lao san draw her own too.. and thus we exchange each other present.. i receive this:
A cute Schedule book with pictures of dogs inside.. This shall be my first time using a schedule book frequently. Like it..
and Maggie gave each one of us a Minnie Mouse pen and Auntie Mary gave us choclates..
so sweet of them..
After Auntie Mary & Maggie went off to work, the four of us went to the shopping centre nearby to shop around and after being tired of walking too much, we decide to settle down at Cafe Cartel for a drink but end up eating again.. simply luv the fried potatoes there..very tasty and nice..
Around 6 pm we left the place and decide to go down to find Maggie..our plan was to buy log cake and watch vcd at her house.. Lao Shi, Shirley have to go off first. Thus the remaining us while on the way to Clarke Quay, stopped by Lot 1 to purchase some present..initially Lao San was just helping Maggie buy a present for Tricia but when we saw cuter stuff.. Lao san suggested in buying a car coin box for Sam's son.. and buying only for the son and not Sam and his wife was weird and thus we went to purchase a pen for Sam and a Winnie the Pooh mini tea pot for his wife.
Reached Clarke Quay at 8 plus.. Grill was busy..passed the gift to Sam,he then pass Both Mei Qi and me a italy cake..so cute of sam..he's just like our father in Grill.
As it was too late for us to go Maggie house..we went to Boat quay to eat..eating for the 3rd time..sigh.
We each went our separate ways around 10 pm plus and headed for home. It really was a fun day..it's been quite long since we last gathered..simply love them.
On sunday,went down for Christmas service and went to one of the member house for steamboat againz..sigh.
After which, i went down to Clarke Quay at 11pm plus.. It's Jingyin Birthday celebration at MOS.
My first entry there..went to find her at the table she booked..
As i didn't know most of her friends.. only chatted with one..i just sat there stoneing and drink..
Neverthless,they were nice people..
In the end, due to not High enough by the alcohol and crowded areas...i didn't manage to dance at all.. left at 3am plus alone to take Night rider..only to realised the 65M which i usually take no longer pass by that route..being not convinced..i sat at the bus stop to wait for a while..as i was waiting, an indian guy around in his 20s barhz..came over and ask wherether can make friends..
sigh..
Feeling irritated and no bus in sight..
I walk a distance to take a cab home, called my mum to pick me up at home to pay for cab fare as i did not have enough cash.
Reached home at 5plus..only to have a bad headache..side effect of drinking alcohols.. wanted to so much pop down some panadol but i know by doing that might end up making me commit sucide. ( Drinking alcohol & eating panadol leads to death).. and thus i have to endure with the pain till 7am and finally manage to sleep.
Sighz..
Guess i am just so out of clubbing life..
Gonna go my Aunt house for another christmas dinner..
I am so gonna gain weight.
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