And off goes the Accumulating Dusts

Haven't touch this blog for years.. every time that i want to start on something, the inspiration to continue faded away before i could even finish the first paragraph.

The best thing about blogs is that i can always retrieve back my old entries as and whenever my memory starts to fail me.

Just like when someone breach the topic of when was my last relationship, the words always get stuck in my throat.. "Was it year 2010?" "2009?...  And automatically, i will check out this blog to retrieve back the exact year... Year 2008!!

Damn it, that's seriously pathetic..

Over the years, that was a lot of "what ifs" and "almost"... Till the point, that one of my good friend even said, " I seriously don know what's wrong with you, as in how your relationship with a guy can never get started."

Hah...

I mean seriously, if i was Fugly then i would just happily accept the fact that i will never fall in love. But the truth, it ain't that case, i mean my past 2 relationships was those days i seriously was worst off then now..

And then there was 1 to 2 nice guys but but... simply someone i won't like, I may not exactly know what are my kind of guys but i am pretty certain of the guys that i won't fall for.

Enough about Guys.. i spend half a decade of my half getting upset over guys.. and there will come a point in your life that one would say enough is enough. I would swallow it that i am just simply being too picky and knowing too well what i do not want and will never settle down for less nor just settle for the sake of Society.

The next time round, someone asked why am i still single, i will let my 3rd finger do the talking..geddit.

Ahh... on to another repetitive subject that is constantly mentioned.. can't believe i am still studying..

3 more papers to go and i just can't wait to clear it!

Shall end it off here..