*Applause*
After much proscratination & after
much figuration from others blog.. i
finally manage to edit my blog that
simply reflects the best of me..
opps.. i know i sound so narcissistic.. esp.
when i was trying to create the header picture
of this blog... i am like.. freak.. y am i so in lov
with myself?!
For my close frens, they probably seen my
previous messed up blog.. with all the
alignment gone totally wrong and i had really
put that issue all at a side for a long duration of
a year.. BUT as i had got to constantly bypass
this messiness blog b4 i view others blog and
by today i had enough of it & decide to
figure it all out... now i feel so proud of
myself... *Beams with pride*
HAH.. o x O
Comes tmr will be the day, this close fren of
mine whom i befriend back in Lotus days will
be enlisting into Pulau Tekong:
He's none other than Rubber, Rapper.. Rapture Lai
JianWei!!
He's probably the youngest in my group of
frens... to think that as i mention that my fren
is enlisting into Army to my Age group frens..
probably results in head scratching..
This Intelligent, High EQ talkative, crappy,
Hospitality F&B graduate will move on to
becoming a man's kind of life in a day's time.
I had make it a point since our last caught up
dining at Caprese to meet him up before he
enroll into Army..
And i'm glad tt my memory didn't failed me
when i chatted with him on FB, otherwise i
probably be guilty labelled as a fren who is too
caught up with her own life..
So together with our Pretty Babe Rainbow, we
went to our Favourite HangOut : NO 5..
sipping away our LOVE = LYCHEE MARTINI!
We toasted to him of his loss of hair &
freedom, life of Tekong & meeting the
supernatural (Tekong is famous for it).
Be meeting him up once again in two weeks time.
Take Care Dude! Remain in your constant Positive Self in
Camp as you said you would.. Believe that you can
come out even fitter physically & mentally. Jia YOU K?!
Had just enrolled back into ACCA, registered
for P2 in adminstration & monetary terms
but not mentally yet..
I'm still searching high & low for my
Motivation, Excitement & Discipline that i
once had when i first enrolled.. when my life
for 2 years was literally work,study routinely
and mugging w little sleep during exams...
& my Notes of ACCA was of high
importance tt it be e main non living thing tt i
grabbed should my house(touch wood) caught fire.
This 1 and a half year, i had been away from
the books & notes and had caught up my
life with Frens, Sign Lang &
Volunteering.. an Un-routine life...
This July, this paper being in the professional
level and re-taking my last fundamental paper..
i got to mentally prepared myself tt it's gonna
be back to a much routine & Geek life..
scheduling majority of time to working &
studying.. and facing my laptop would be
primarily due to revising & not for Facebook.
Exagerrating? Maybe for others, but a non-fun
life by constantly revising every other days of
non lessons is my tactic of passing my papers
in first attempt with e exception of F5 that is..
While my classmates will be shopping, chilling
out months before exams.. i be practising
& re-writting my notes..
Thus explaining y i got burn-out and had to
take this 1 yr & half to catch up on my life..
Psycho-ing myself that i can do it! =)
Shall be determined to wake up an hour earlier every Mon to Fri to catch up on work... =D
I just want to be on a constant Progressing Mode in the things that i do.
Shall end here by sharing this chinese Love quote tt i saw in MK's profile tt got me almost Emo e other day:
如果你不爱一个人，
请放手，好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你，
请放开自己，好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属於你的
，
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的，
人生中有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的，
有些缘分是永远都不会有好
结果的，
爱一个人不一定要拥有，
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他.
男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了；
女人哭了，是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言；
如果谎言是一种伤害，我选则沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害，我选择离开.
如果失去是苦 你怕不怕付出
如果迷乱是苦 你会不会选择结束
如果追求是苦 你会不会选择执迷不悟
如果分离是苦 你要向谁倾诉，
好多事情都是后来才看清楚，
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦，
然而我已经找不到来时的路.
有一种爱,明明是深爱,却说不出来.
有一种爱,明明想放弃,却无法放弃.
有一种爱,明知是煎熬,却又躱不开.
有一种爱,明知无前路.心却早已收不回来.
决定放弃你的那一刻我哭了，
我的眼泪证明了我是真的很爱你.
爱你不是游戏. 爱你是真心的.
忘记你我做不到. 不管我们的解决是否完美.
什么是勇气？是哭着要你爱我，还是哭着让
你离开．
男人的自信来自一个女人对他的崇拜，
女人的高傲来自一个男人对她的倾慕. 永远不
要栽培你爱的男人，你把他栽培的太好，结果
只有两个：
他从此看不起你或他给人偷了。
追求一个人的手法不需要太聪明，
但离开的手法必须聪明绝顶 ！
为什么我们总是不懂得珍惜眼前人？
在未可预知的重逢里，
我们以为总会重逢，总会有缘再会，
总以为有机会说一声对不起
，
却从没想过每一次挥手道别，都可能是诀别，
每一声叹息，都可能是人间最后的一声叹息。
也许一个女子的寂寞也就是这样的不堪一击
。
如果一个男人对我伸出手，如果他的手指是热的
。
他是谁对我其实已经并不重要。对于男人，
更是如此，
如果一个女人在他心里出现，
只需要她的身体是炽热的。
也许爱情只是因为寂寞，
需要找一个人来爱，即使没有任何
伤口是别人给予的耻辱，自己坚持的幻觉。
像我这样的女人，总是以一个难题的形式出现
在感情里.
发现自己只能爱一个人在一瞬间。
而且渐渐变的自私.
很多人不需要再见，因为只是路过而已 。
遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念.
可以是一瞬间的事情，
也可以是一辈子的事情。
每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人.
不是谁离开了谁就无法生活，遗忘让我们坚强.
这样的生物，仔细一看，原来是伤痕累累的.
是否被爱，每个人有不同的感受。
重寻旧梦的代价往往是我们付不起的.
人世间的幸福，总会令人好看一点。
因为微笑，我才了解了爱.
因为爱他，所以离开他。我喜欢这句话.
有些感情如此直接和残酷。容不下任何迂回
的温暖.
带着温暖的心情离开，要比苍白的真相要好，
纯粹的东西死
。
感情被懂得是一种幸福，
等待着被懂得是一种孤独.
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