VISUAL IMPACT:

Saw this cute website on my Fren's Facebook & thought it was pretty interesting:

Genesis 1:6
Then God said, 'Let there be a vault to separate the waters from the waters.'

Check this out at : http://www.thebricktestament.com/genesis/creation/04_gn01_06.html

Great for those who fall asleep upon reading the bible... =)

LOL 

http://lolsnaps.com/?media_id=366&cat_type=all&order_type=most_viewed&pagenum=1

Instead of being worried as his fren.. reading his negative post in his profile makes my blood boil..

Being Emo for a day is basically the limit for any person.. lamenting it out on profile probably makes him feel better.. coz tt's what i used to do.

However, his most recent post makes me want to Lash out and give him a tight slap if he were in front of me right now.

Don't try telling me problems makes u want to end yr life.. who doesn't have daily struggles?

Who u are in front of yr frens.. those words of encouragement, your ability to be the attraction of the crowd.. your surrounding frens, your smartness.. didn't pop out suddenly.

They say the more talented a person is the more negative the person is.. isn't that absolute Crap?!

They probably can't be themselves in front of their frens.. nor show their weakness.. but seriously tt's where u know who are your true frens.

All i can pray & hope is that he get fast over this phrase & never let such negative thoughts filled him again.

Though i can't really define u as a fren right now...though those feelings are absolutely gone.. though i no longer regard u as a buddy.. but tt doesn't mean i don't care anymore..

Upon viewing the following in the Home page posted by one of my fren:

http://www.facebook.com/people/Cyndiz-Cheong/526903399#!/group.php?gid=113528545363616&ref=mf

My heart sank deep upon verifying the accuracy of the news..How Cruel can Life actually turnout for a Person's life. As if this family situation was not bad enough, they have to lose their Sole Breadwinner in such a rare accident..

Really do hope that this family thru the help of others can stand on their feet again.

I truly Respect this gal who created this group page to get awareness of others to come forward and give.. and it ain't one easy task to convince others to give coz...

Sometimes all it takes is one black sheep to abuse the trust of charitable givers..

We seen and heard of those who uses the name of Charity to cheat kind souls of their donations and uses it for their own benefit.

What sears such person conscience to actually have the heart to uses such money.. maybe they didn't even have one to begin with. Tsk.

When u pass by the tunnels, when u dine at hawker centres, have your ever first thought was to give but then pull back because of what u had heard and read? Even though the amount is just less than a dollar..

I had such situations which makes me question myself..

Went to JB with my colleagues, an old man selling tissue approach out table.. my hands move immediately to my pouch but then i stopped and said no the next second.. and my guy colleague decide to buy for him instead and before this.. some students had approached for donations.. i had decide to clear my ringgit coins but he gave a dollar note instead.

For that two moments, i feel like a hyprocrite..

I mean thru my facebook profile..i joined many charitable organisations as a group member.. enjoyed posting up news and posts like the one i just did in my Profile.

All these are 3rd actions taken which are not directly impactive..

I didn't think twice about posting these things up but i had actually think twice about giving.. Darn..

Another incident that just occurred was in KL while eating Nasi Lemak.. one of my fren spotted this blind man waving his hands for attention and alerted me.. i watched franctically seeing him waving his hands and asking for the attention of someone and i pondered that he could be someone who might be weird or a common sight in this place thus no one seems to pay him attention.. after a while, a malay man called the vendor and told him that this man wanted to place an order.

Oh man.. why do we conclude another person's action so fast..

Though in other countries, there are Syndicates that actually abducted young children, cut off their limbs and make them become beggers and we as tourist are warned not to even pity them by giving cause they would follow us all the way or get more beggers to surround us and this in a way, might allow the syndicate to increase the victims.

Has this awareness of self-protection causes us to give lesser and lesser??

I really hope not.. we're considered really blessed as individual to have a roof under our head, have our daily meals and clothes to wear.. let's really put our self-fishness aside and contribute to what we can.


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Updates:

Three of my colleagues are resigning this month.. two of which are the same designation as me and are our lunch khakis..

Sadly, the other one who seldom mingle much with us.. her departure from the dept seems to have no impact coz i didn't even realised when is her last day. *Guilty*


Thus it's really important to really mingle around and socialise at work no matter how anti-social u feel u are..


Though having colleagues that wants to further their career path are a common sight.. emotions are still there and all of us though no one mention on their lips.. we know that we know that this dept will seems to have a sense of absence after the end of this month.

Not one indivdual is Replaceable.. workload may be but personality isn't.


Just had an appraisal done by my Superior ( my shi fu) that is... and seriously she is really one person that i truly earn my respect. She's 4 years younger than me.. but her knowledge and experience far exceeded mine.. (needless to say) and she's one role model of striking a balance between earning respect from those under her and having a good EQ with the colleagues around her and one whose jokes can make us laugh.

I'm pretty certain that non of my colleagues read my blog before i type this all out otherwise i won't want to be  labelled as a Pat- horse- butt person. 


After the talk with her.. thoughts aroses.. she's probably surprised that i have not much enquiries.. coz deep within.. i know i haven gave my best so far after working for a year.. coz i'm quite a slacker BUT after the talk.. i know deep within i got to work even harder.


At the end of the day, in this reality world..nobody really cares about who u really are.. it's not about Niceness that attracts but simply on your Knowledge. The better u are on it and adding it on with a Gift of Gap that makes you a People Person.


Changes are always Necessary isn't it? and it varies with the Situation around. I'm glad that i have my Sotong gals to let me be myself and keeping my Sanity intact. =)

* "我们来拍照.. (w/o waiting for our response) 1 , 2 , 3 *takes photo* "

LOVE YA GALS! 

(*Joke of the day contributed by our Lao Er  really got Lao San & me laughing till our tummy aches)

他的离去(ex)和他(Mr L)的在次出现 ,让这女人成长了许多..学会了放手,也学会了珍惜现在的所有... no longer that Emo. & no longer hold on to what does not belongs to her.. Happiness lies in God's hands coz HE knows Best. =)

我喜欢你！！！！！！！！！！！！！

我喜欢你！！！！！！！！！！！！！

我喜欢你！！！！！！！！！！！！！

我喜欢你！！！！！！！！！！！！！!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now i feel so much better by "shouting" it out..

No guts to express my feelings so blogging works best for me.

Everyone of us have our little secrets, be it the dark one or a confession..

As we grew older..those secrets we used to whisper to our close sistas and then blushed away and giggle together seems to diminish over the years...

Due to restrictions by having an image to maintain, balancing our busy schedule and not trusting people easily.. communication with colleagues, classmates and friends are more of a general topic.

But as the secret builds up.. your heart begins to feel an Itch.. a desire to share with someone..but who?? what are the options available??

A. Write it on a paper, stuff it down a bottle and dump the bottle into Singapore River (Ops..Rubbish alert to the NEA volunteers)

B. Blog it out and then use a Password to lock your blog.

I can't imagine how Le-cheh is it for  close frens to type a password upon clicking your link & there's no assurance that there won't be a stranger beside yr fren who's sipping her fav starbucks as she logged in.

 C.  Log on to  http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/

I stumbled onto this website upon reading 8 Days..

Publishing your secret on the WEB??

How safe is this secret?? No one knows for sure but one guide to this website is only to publish secrets that ain't really dark.. u can't probably post u commit a crime, in sucidal mode or.. Crap Alert.. intentions of Terroism ( coz it takes 4 days for it to be posted out after being reviewed & voted before it's published).


But it's a good way to release out your frustrations or practising your lines before making that confession.. like for eg: Confessing that you are gay..




It's probably a good way to confess your feelings by typing your real name and then placing it as a link and then sending a private msg to your admirer.

On a serious note as i glance through these msgs.. i can't help but to ponder.. everyone out there needs a listening ear & it's probably the idea of the person who started this website.

In our Busyness.. it seems we have neglected those who secrectly wish we would stop in their footstep & be there for them.

Why do one chose to tell a computer, a stranger publishing it out for the world to see & it actually makes the typer feels better..

Maybe in this society that we live in, we tend to judge.. and ironically those that judge you are those that you know and those sympathize you are the strangers out there.


Labels: Lameness- Ponders- New website 

在感情的世界里，我像似刚出恋的女生。。喜欢暗恋人的感觉。

 可是却不想被暗恋。。

不想给别人错觉也不想伤害任何人。。

一旦感觉到,我在我们的友情里倒退。。

这是我给你的明示代表着我只把你当朋友而已。 对我千万别死缠烂打。。

我反而会觉的你很惹人厌。

对于“你”，我知道我们属于不同的世界。。

在我的理智里， 喜欢你是件非常可笑的事。。心跟脑是站在不同线。

一旦在朋友周围里，有幽默，有智慧，有High EQ的男生，我的心就会动摇。。

想踏进你的世界，认识你的一切。。

若感觉是互相的，这社会是不会给这一段感情快乐。。

你应该有个普通的生活。。不想shake your world 制造不愉快的结果..

在过不久，我得跟着majority踏进社会的世界里。。不认命却得conform to Society..

“该是找对象结婚了”。。 这句话在朋友的暗示里藏着，就连刚收到的sms 不断的提醒着我。。

女人终就是女人。。to what extend & duration can i defy gravity..

How diff do i want to be echoes back & forth in my mind..

希望你在你的世界里找到你的快乐吧。

We ain't here to please anyone .. words are that easy to mutter.. but existence & acceptance with the exception of self is basic human needs..