2nd Favourite Movie so far..

I'm so crazy over this movie right now..just went with my cousin & her bf to watch it at TM.

Couldn't find any of my friends who were interested or free to watch it with me thus become thick skin and decide to join them.

We missed out twice in watching the movie due to circumstances and kinda make up my mind, if i missed out the chance to watch with them.. i will then watch it myself!

It's a damn nice movie..it originated from Manga to Anime then the Movie.. though i would say i prefer the anime more then the movie. The anime is more detailed. Simply pei fu the person who wrote the story line for this Manga..

Simply love the plot & the way the characters acted..especially the actor who acted "L", though he look kind of girlish in the movie.. but the way he acted out this role is convincing. Declared to my cousin,he's so gonna be my new 'idol'!hiakz.. he's so cute..he's the one who created the humourous scene in this Death Note 2.

Gonna find out his real name.

Happy day!

Went to my colleague house as a group after work today..
We went there as we wanted to see her wedding pictures..and one of them suggested to cook dinner for us..
Reach there at 7pm, went to tour around her house...very nice..she has a built in wardrobe..but apparently her husband clothes were more then hers.. and i wasn't the only one who commented about it..

While the rest was busy cooking..i was flipping through her wedding album.

We had fried been hoon,fried chicken wings,pork chop and salad for dinner.. the chicken wings cooked by her husband and the pork chop cooked by another colleagues was really delicious!

As we were eating, she showed us an animated love story of her husband and her.. a video shown on her wedding dinner. It was about how they met..become friends then couple and how he proposed to her..it was funny and really sweet.

After dinner.. we chatted,watched her wedding day video and ate choclate fonde with fruits and etc and after filling ourself with a full stomach we left..

Today is really an enjoyable day...really didn't expect that i can get along well with the colleagues or even hang out after work..and as days goes by..realised most of them are nice, friendly and humourous..especially the accountants in my department.

While on the cab with 2 of them..i was mentioning that by March in which would be my last day of work..i won't be willing to leave..

Praying and crossing my fingers..i really hope to work there permanently. With such nice manager & colleagues..i really don't want to go anywhere else.

Merry Merry Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Simply love Christmas..it's a day of joy and fun.. have really enjoyed myself to the core from saturday onwards..

Met up with my sotong family members on saturday afternoon.
Went to our sotong president,auntie Mary house for steamboat. On the way there, i was very blur..suppose to change train at Jurong East.. but it just didn't occurred to me that i was suppose to get down and thus travelled all the way to Boon lay only to realise that i make a mistake.. so totally blur of me..sigh...symptoms of big blurness..

One of the funny moments was that when i reach Chua Chu Kang and suppose to take LRT to her house.. i called auntie mary,as i wasn't sure which direction to take..she then instructed me details by details. while on the phone with her.. the conversation goes like this:

Sotong President: You see the train le ma?
Me aka Lao da: Yup, i see the train..think this should be the correct direction i hope..
Sotong President: You board the train le ma?
Me: Haven..waiting for the passengers to alight..
Sotong President: Board the train..
Me: orh..i'm walking into the cabin le..
Sotong President: okay.. i will wait for you at the station.

- End of conversation-

Lao San Meiqi and maggie were at Auntie mary house and heard our conversation and were happily laughing over it. Yeah, come to think of it..it sounds so funny.

Reach her house at 12pm plus when we were suppose to reach at 1130.. as auntie mary have to leave her house by 2pm for work.
When i met her, i realised i wasn't the most late..sweetie was..hehe..but can't blame her..she only reach home early in the morning..
and suprisingly, our Lao er, vivien..the perpetual late comer in the family was earlier then lao shi,shirley and me.
We joked to her that we will buy 4-D on the time and date of the day..
Cause she's unusually earlier..

We were basically talking and eating at the same time..we were happily laughing all the time till auntie Mary was basically filled with our voice. 3 women makes a market..6 women = 2 markets.. we were wondering if her her family members find us too noisy.

After filling our stomach with the steamfood, we were fed with ice-cream and fruits.. Sotongs really love eating..

As Auntie Mary have to rush off to work, we quickly finished all of the eating stuff and went to the living room for our gift exchange..

We draw name lots for the exchange...

I draw my name and lao san draw her own too.. and thus we exchange each other present.. i receive this:

A cute Schedule book with pictures of dogs inside.. This shall be my first time using a schedule book frequently. Like it..

and Maggie gave each one of us a Minnie Mouse pen and Auntie Mary gave us choclates..

so sweet of them..

After Auntie Mary & Maggie went off to work, the four of us went to the shopping centre nearby to shop around and after being tired of walking too much, we decide to settle down at Cafe Cartel for a drink but end up eating again.. simply luv the fried potatoes there..very tasty and nice..

Around 6 pm we left the place and decide to go down to find Maggie..our plan was to buy log cake and watch vcd at her house.. Lao Shi, Shirley have to go off first. Thus the remaining us while on the way to Clarke Quay, stopped by Lot 1 to purchase some present..initially Lao San was just helping Maggie buy a present for Tricia but when we saw cuter stuff.. Lao san suggested in buying a car coin box for Sam's son.. and buying only for the son and not Sam and his wife was weird and thus we went to purchase a pen for Sam and a Winnie the Pooh mini tea pot for his wife.

Reached Clarke Quay at 8 plus.. Grill was busy..passed the gift to Sam,he then pass Both Mei Qi and me a italy cake..so cute of sam..he's just like our father in Grill.

As it was too late for us to go Maggie house..we went to Boat quay to eat..eating for the 3rd time..sigh.

We each went our separate ways around 10 pm plus and headed for home. It really was a fun day..it's been quite long since we last gathered..simply love them.

On sunday,went down for Christmas service and went to one of the member house for steamboat againz..sigh.

After which, i went down to Clarke Quay at 11pm plus.. It's Jingyin Birthday celebration at MOS.

My first entry there..went to find her at the table she booked..

As i didn't know most of her friends.. only chatted with one..i just sat there stoneing and drink..

Neverthless,they were nice people..

In the end, due to not High enough by the alcohol and crowded areas...i didn't manage to dance at all.. left at 3am plus alone to take Night rider..only to realised the 65M which i usually take no longer pass by that route..being not convinced..i sat at the bus stop to wait for a while..as i was waiting, an indian guy around in his 20s barhz..came over and ask wherether can make friends..

sigh..

Feeling irritated and no bus in sight..

I walk a distance to take a cab home, called my mum to pick me up at home to pay for cab fare as i did not have enough cash.

Reached home at 5plus..only to have a bad headache..side effect of drinking alcohols.. wanted to so much pop down some panadol but i know by doing that might end up making me commit sucide. ( Drinking alcohol & eating panadol leads to death).. and thus i have to endure with the pain till 7am and finally manage to sleep.

Sighz..

Guess i am just so out of clubbing life..

Gonna go my Aunt house for another christmas dinner..

I am so gonna gain weight.

Christmas At work

Today at work, everyone seems to be in a holiday mood..all seems so happy..

Not long after work starts, one of the accountant, Jean went around asking everyone wherether they want a tank top..it's free of charge, due to sports organisation purpose, there were plenty of spare tops left.. i took the pink, the pattern is nice and the material is good..it has a brand too but i can't remember what brand it is now but it's a sports brand..not those typical free and lousy material kind.. so lucky for us.

After asking around, Jean then gave each of us a Disney Characters biscuit round tin each..got milk butter & strawberry..i took the milk butter.. it's so gonna be my snack item during work..

After which we gather round the christmas tree and it's time to exchange our gift item..
I received a pair of ear-rings.. not bad quite nice though i must say it's not the pattern that i would go for.. Luckily no one at work have my MSN or Friendster..if not i am so gonna be smack.. and plus the giver never reveal who he or she was..Mysterious person...

Lunch time we went as a whole group, 15 of us to have our lunch at Soup Restaurant..

But as i was frantically searching the whole United square for an Atm machine..they went ahead and sat down first.. and to my sadness.. i sat at the table with most of the aunties..sigh..

The other group in which i usually have lunch with was sitting at the next table..while they were happily taking pictures..i was damn sian..felt so left out..damn..if i had not search for the stupid $@#! Atm, my lunch would have been enjoyable.. throughout the whole period, i pull a long face, sat there quietly and eat.. when it's was photo taking session for our table, it was basically impossible to smile..and i forcefully smile for the picture.

I was basically back to my real self.. and while walking back, i acted machiam like a da xiao jie, with a totally sian face walk at my own pace back to the office when the aunties were walking in front of me.. and one of them keep turning around to make sure i will not lose sight of them..

They never say a thing while waiting for the traffic light..one just comment that it's because i'm wearing high heels so causing me to walk slow. As the nice auntie walk beside me and started talking, i decide to get away with my mood swings and chatted with her while walking back..

Around 4pm plus..there was another gathering...this time round was eating log cake,choclates,chips and grape wine..those that have no alcoholic percentage.


A happening day indeed..and guess this partly happen as the manager was on urgent leave..
Neverthless, it was a fun day, really enjoyed myself and Thank God, i'm beginning to like my job more and more..

After work, went down to suntec to shop for the sotong exchange gift and stood inside the shop staring at the potential present for 15 mins and more asking for the shop assistant opinion.. as basically, i was kinda tired and my mind was basically blank as i stare at the stuff wondering to get it or not.

Suntec was filled with people despite the fact that today a weekday..

After tomorrow, i am so gonna have fun and enjoy Christmas..

Christmas is such a Joyous Celebration and i hate it when people change Christ-mas into X-mas..

It's Friday!

Sleeping at 12 plus last night causes me to stone & kept falling asleep at work this morning..opps..but my defination of sleep = sit in front of computer, left hand, on chin, right hand on mouse & close eyes for a minute or two and whenever i feel that i am just gonna fall into deep sleep, i would just stood up to make coffee or just walk to the toilet.

Was basically doing audit schedules the whole of today & one of the accountant drove us to suntec to eat..but as the car could contain a maximum of 5, the rest have to eat elsewhere, making it end up that we neglected a guy of the group, hope he's not angry with us for making him eat alone..feel so bad.

On returning we resume back to work and the office was basically silent..
Lunch time makes me more sleepy.. and as i was about to step into my stoneing mood.. there was laughter from behind.. the colleagues were discussing about what to get for the christmas exchange next wed as the accountant who drove us down make a christmas list and everyone were to write down, what we want to receive.. they were lame..mentioning about giving a whole bag of toilet papers & etc..

Thus i decide to write my down too.. Wrote that i hope to receive accessories or shopping vouchers..
While some others state they hope to receive bedsheet, towels, swatch watch and thermoil flask and the list goes on..
so basically no one was in the working mood..

Sigh.. the name i draw to give present, is my manager.. It's the hardest...what do i give to someone who can afford anything she wants or have lack of nothing..
So my mind was in a blank of what to give.. so gonna go shopping this weekend to find ideas..

Wonder what would i receive...

Another weekday

Everyday i would have thoughts that ran through my mind and so wanted to blog each of the details down at night but always end up not doing it..i'm just simply too lazy to type.

Thank God, things are on the improvement side right now at work.. There's this glimpse of light for my wish to have my life turn for the better.

Since last week onwards, i am no longer having my lunch in the pantry eating alone, though i was fine with it and have become comfortable with it.
right now, we would be lunching in a group of 6 to 9 staffs, being with the manager, 5 accountants, 3 account assistants...this big a group causes inconvenience in finding a place to sit..these 3 days, have been going down to the new kopitiam at extended Novena Square, the food there was quite great and despite the crowd, all of us juz luv going down there to have lunch.


Lunching with them = cutting down my anti-sociasm=talking more= symptoms of fakeness?
Hopefully not.


On the surface, it feels good to lunch with the important people in the department..but it means having to make an effort to get along well with everyone...which i kinda feel lethargic at times but well i shall =x, & stop my complaining but to appreciate as things are now..

Initially when my accountant ask me to join them, i was quite reluctant.. as i was really used to eating alone..but i was thinking in this working society, getting well with my colleagues is a essential point, being anti-social is not going to improve anything..

As much as i wish to make friends over there, but the possibility is low... a protective layer of "do-not-hurt-me" armour is on me every single day during the week and i believe it's on most people out there too.

The definantion of 'Office politics' can be define even by students at the age of 12 to 13..experiencing it is another story by itself.

It's obvious that 1 in the group simply can't stand the sight of me & at times i would really want to avoid making conversation afterall i end up talking to the air or simply get an unobvious irritated reply..but we are no longer kids.. we can't show the "i don't-like-u/ i-don't-want-to-talk to u" look.

It doesn't bother me much though afterall at the back of my mind, i simply know no human can please anybody or everybody.

At the end of the work, while walking near to the exit, saw 2 department temp staffs, one's a teenage boy waiting for "N" level result & another gal..
the teenage boy is popular among in the department & basically is friendly & gets along well with anyone.

So basically walk with the both of them to the Mrt station and along the way we were laughing all the way as that boy was such a joker..

I mention them because i could feel i was totally myself all the way, that protective layer of me was basically put away and it's a totally different feeling.. it's the feeling of being with my group of sotong family & with the 3 lotus gals feeling.

It's just simply pure happiness.. it feels good in not having to process what i want to say to the other party in my brain before saying it.
Normally, with my colleagues, i would think for a minute before saying it out..in case, i end up talking to empty air or show a weak side of me, which most working adult won't do..

The older one grows, the more complicated the person is...& the simplicity of niceness & "just being myself" simply fades in most working adults..

To society, most of the 9 to 5 people that one see every weekday mornings is intepretated as boring and no life.

Which i simply detest.

I won't be so childish/naive/plain dumb/self-deception to deny that i too have stepped into the adult category for 4 years since.

Most teenagers, not all though,only to those whom i know are more simple and fun and they are the i am who i am feeling..no mask..no fakeness.

Which explains i just feel so relax with them.. and feel so happy..

Life is serious enough so i would go in the opposite side of it whenever possible...no matter how old i gets.


Tears whelm up in my eyes when i saw sweetie particular entry mentioning:"once buddy always buddy"it's a familiar feeling...even as i am typing it..tears re-form once again.
It's a deep feeling, how i wish with all my heart i could say such statement to him again.

(p/s: "sweetie, if u're reading this, don't feel bad or etc, i be okay..female are emotional beings)

Imperfect World of problems

Sigh.. everyone around me seems to be plagued by problems recently.. I understand such times are tough on them.

Problem are never singular.. they always come in pairs or more.. for me especially...
Thank God, there's a glimpse of light in my life right now..things are turning for the better & by God's grace, may my Life continue to turn for the better.

All i can do for them is to lend a listening ears & just meet up to chill out.

Cause i believe they know what to do at the end of the day.. i believe in each of them.

Dark cloudy days makes one feel grey but remember after it, the sun still shines.