Just came back from service and now waiting to start work at Grill.

Today's message was preached by Joyce Mayer, a great anointed woman of God.

"Receiving the Love of God & letting it flow into other people's life."

The next few phrases she mentioned struck me and got me reflecting..

" We need to have a good relationship with ourself, we got to have good value in ourself."
Many atimes, i have a tendency to get grumpy and upset about my own flaws, always feel that i am not good enough, always envy and wish i was someone else..hoping i could be as pretty, smart and rich like them.
I was never satisfied about myself and all these sums up to having a bad relationship with myself.

She went on to share about her past, how she wish she had a sweeter voice,a normal life like any married woman...but she since overcame it and became a preacher, having her own minstry and helping people all around the world.

Indeed everyone is created differently, if everyone on the street look like one another, how boring would this world would be.

Until i know i don't have to impress anybody only then i know i have total confident to say i have totally learn to love myself.

Going to make it a goal to love myself more each day..accepting the way i am created for i am unique in my own way!

Jia You Cindy!!