Haven been blogging for almost a month.The frequent desire to log into blogger have wear off after 1 year plus of weekly updates..and plus no one read it either, it's more of a place for me to type out my frustration and thoughts..

Right now in office..not a working day in office but as i am suppose to go Grill work later, i decide to come straight t0 office and slack after church service.

On the way here, pass by a old man leaning on the corner near the bus-stop and his hand was grabbing his chest and an middle age woman was holding him and a young boy was beside. Initially i had thought they were a family but i overheard the boy saying he Need Help on his phone & was looking at me while saying that. As i walk pass by them, it was then i realised that the man probably had a heart attack and the boy was calling for an ambulance.

As i cross the road, i can't help but feeling guilty of not turning back to help when i walk pass the boy on his phone, he sounds rather helpless.. I wanted so much to turn back but thinking that he already have the yonug boy& woman to take care of him, i will only be of no help but yet, is such a thought a selfish one?

Sighz..i could hope for the best for the man and may he recover soonz..

Went Central to shop for dress for my cousin wedding this coming Sat..there lots of varities to chose from and found a dress that i like and wanted to look for more choices before buying it and alas such a decision can be rather costly. As i went up another level, saw a dress that caught my sight and i got persuaded by the salesgirl that the dress is on last day of sales and the only piece left amd thus i bought it. But as the first dress that i treis was too tepmting not to own it, i went back and bought it.
Such situations are the reason why i haven't been shopping for a while..at one side, i am taking up two jobs to save up for my studies but at the other side, the sight of clothes make me spend them away.

These past few weeks have been constant working at Office & Grill..Busy & tiring, have been getting a hold of the duties at office though still have lots to catch up.

It won't be long that i would blog less & less as i am limited to what i can express in my blog, i can't freely express myself without having the risk of another reading it & expose it.