The feeling of studying till late night for 2 weeks plus & 2 days of 3 hours sleep and finally finishing your papers -> it just feels goodz...a sense of happiness & freedom.
Though it was really really tiring & can be a total stress out thing during studying period as i complained in
my last entry..but at the end of the day, it's worth the process when i walk out the hall..telling myself that i
have done my best, only the results shall tell wherether such tough process is worthy.
Guess this type of first bitter later sweet feeling is better then slacking during study period and walking out of
the examination feeling terrible in regretting in not studying much.seriously, won't that be a self- afflicted
problem?!
I believe in the principle of Trying: U never try, u never know & to try it with one very best effort.
Even if my results comes out badly, i can tell myself i have put in my best effort, the papers were just too
difficult. I wouldn't want to put myself in a situation whereby i constantly regret not working harder
whenever results are out.
Gonna take a break of one month before enrolling for my next module.. this time round, i am just going to take
one module instead of two, as i plan to save up the exam fees.. and also i can focus my attention on other
matters instead...i can't let my life revolve 24 hrs around myself, it would be good if time can be allocated to
help out people instead...gonna plan this out.
Had been really caught up with adapting to work & studying part time ACCA from Jan till now..it was really literally busyness after busyness.
This year have been a new phrase of life together, beginning by firstly experiencing working full time taking
on the necessary responsibilites and studying for what i always wanted in poly days, my ACCA. and coping
well with these combinations.
Had mentioned my feelings in my previous post therefore i shall not repeat it againz.. this coming thurs will
be a slight adjustment to this phrase,being going back to the place where i had worked for years,difference
being this time round will be in finance side... enjoy being able to learn new stuff & a rather different
experience & if possible, hoping that i work part-time in Lotus Grill.. i kinda miss those waitressing days, and
i really luv being a waitress, being able to meet all sorts of people instead of computer all day and the sense of
achivement & happiness obtained when customers are satisfied by our services. However, due to practical
prospect i have to do what can gives me a better future & career path. Guess.. not everyone in life gets to work
what they love, i just got to love my work in order to make life better for myself.
Shall give & put in my best effort in working in lotus & not to get complacement by the fact that it's Lotus. But
to work with an attitude as if it was a total new company..
After a year plus of struggle & letting go..i finally found back my old self..the me which i have lost last year after a certain person left.
Subconsciouly, when the incident happen unexpectedly, i had numb myself by working & getting myself busy
& guess no one notice.. these one year plus, the Cindy that they saw wasn't the really Happy Cindy that she's
suppose to be. I became to kept to myself & i couldn't trust & allow anyone new to enter into my life be it a guy
or gal..and it wasn't done on purpose, just that subconsciously, i was so afraid to get hurt..
A very good friend of mine had indirectly help me get out of it, that friend probably have no idea of it too.
This friend have always constantly been by my side, never failing to encourage whenever i was at my lowest, never fail to lend a listening ear whenever i was sad..and giving advice when i was lost..
This Friend to me is a God Given friendship.......
So to my Newly promoted best friend :
Specially Dedicated to u... :
Compliment of the day: Was told by the beautician at the facial shop that i look 18.. muahahahahaha..
So gonna take this time to catch up with all my friends.. K BOX anyone???
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