"Tis the season to be attached"

went to view my friends profile and realised quite a few got attached recently.. Happy for them.

When would be my turn whereby in my friendster, it's no longer a single in a photograph but double.

*Crossing my finger" Hope 1 year plus from now, my prayers would come true...

afterall, i still haven totally let go of the feelings..

Went out with my Bro yesterday and was mentioning that i am rather terrible in juggling a lot of stuff at one time, entering into a relationship would means an additional commitment to be included with church,work & studies.

Told him to faster get attached too..and he owes me something.. as on the train, i asked wherether does he have anyone on his mind or any target...he nodded his head but refuses to reveal any details..as i had to get off the train. Told him that i am so gonna pester him to tell me when i meet him up the next time round.

Before that, while accompanying him to get a T-shirt for his Design competition..told him that he musn't ignore me or can't go out with me anymore when he's attached. as right now, he's the closest friend that always never fail to encourage me whenever i am down.

Though i say it verbally, i knew inside, once he's attached, i would feel uneasy too in asking him out.. unless his gf is around too or if she doesn't mind at all.

If not, i shall pray for another good friend like him that i would meet in the future.

To me, guys make a good listener & does listen with attention more...doesn't apply to every but those i am closer with.

Hope to meet that special someone when the times come..if not, i shall go build a single's house overseas.
Not in S'pore, as it would be so throw face..Maybe, a house in the western country facing the sea and live alone everily(not happily) ever after...go there rear sheep & cows..drink milk everyday, talk to the sheep & cows not expecting any response that is.. or go there pluck grass sell milk for living..



I need to entertain myself a bit as had a rather stressful & was really tired out the whole of last week.

Anyone would feel the same too if they had to:

Re-do from scratch after spending late nights & whole of a working day to do a certain tasks assigned.
went to work on friday morning, wanted to open the document to expedite the decument that took me days & night...but to no avail.

Imagine my shock, i searched frantically the whole computer,search the hard disk & even recycle bin and went got an IT personnel to help me search for it...but still it wasn't found.

I remembered so clearly that i had saved it the day before switching off my computer. so there was no way i could have lost or deleted it..my fren & i suspected the same thing, internal sabotage..who & how i have no idea.. though i would rather deceive myself that i had forgotten to save it.

I mean why would anyone in my team do that? they won't gain anything out of it, only that my accountant would just splash more quantity of cold water on me.

Glad i am leaving this Company soon..it's rather a political place.. & well.. don't wish to go into details either.

Rather stress over the fact that next week, though it would be last week of work.. i would have to juggle between clearing all my backloads so that the next staff would feel so lost with catching up and plus it's 2 weeks more to my exams.

Sighz..

I just got to De-stress after 5 June..